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I have waited, and you have come

The world has been ravaged by climate change and Rachel is left to fend for herself. Living amid a clutch of disparate communities whose inhabitants she chooses to avoid, she rarely ventures beyond the safety of the storm wall. But when Jez White disturbs her twilight existence, Rachel finds herself in a murky territory somewhere between stalking and being stalked.

A story of survival and obsession, this complex psychological portrait framed by compelling drama is by turns sensual, poignant and sinister.

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Martine McDonagh

has published short fiction in The Brighton Book and The Brighton Illustrated Moment. In 2010 she was awarded an Arts Council England Grant for the Arts. She also works as an artist manager in the music industry. I have waited, and you have come is her first novel, first published in 2006. See also The Book Depository interview and Martine McDonagh's blog.

Mick Jackson

Martine McDonagh writes with a cool, clear confidence about a world brought to its knees. Her protagonist, a woman living alone but battling on into the future, is utterly believable, as are her observations of the sodden landscape she finds herself inhabiting. This book certainly got under my skin – if you like your books dark and more than a little disturbing this is one for you.

BBC Radio 4 Open Book

It paints an all-too-convincing picture of life in the rural Midlands in the middle of this century – cold and stormy, with most modern conveniences long-since gone, and with small, mainly self-sufficient, communities struggling to maintain a degree of social order. It is very atmospheric and certainly leaves an indelible imprint on the psyche.

Guardian Unlimited

An exquisitely crafted début novel set in a post-apocalyptic landscape...I'm rationing myself to five pages per day in order to make it last.

Red Magazine

Chillingly believable...Sinister, scary and utterly compelling, it is hard to believe that this strong, confident writing comes from a debut novelist. Read it if you dare.

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The Guardian

The most disturbing utopias are those which feels closest to hand; and McDonagh indicates how swiftly society reverts to tooth and claw primitivism...Fans of post-apocalyptic parables will be well pleased.

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www.bookgroup.info

A decidedly original tale...Psychologically sophisticated, it demands our attention. Ignore it, O Philistines, at your peril.

Pamreader

Deeply atmospheric and darkly original, it explores the impact of loneliness and loss on the psyche in extreme conditions, and the terrible toll it can take.

Booksquawk

This is a troubling, beautifully composed novel, rich in its brevity and complex in the psychlogical portrait it paints.

Jean-Daniel Beauvallet, Les Inrockuptibles

Dehumanized and primitive, the world according to this book is material for blurry nightmares, an insidious scary film or accurate lessons in futurology. Martine McDonagh has worked in the rock industry for a long time and her writing still works to this tempo, to these dynamics - physical, sensual and nerve-wracking.

Lenny Kaye

The dank post-apocalyptic atmosphere of Martine McDonagh's first novel perfectly suits her tale of obsessive love lost amongst civilization's ruins. The writing touches subconscious strata; the mystery unfolds hypnotically; the reader is drawn into a parallel universe all too frighteningly real.

Caustic Cover Critic: Best Books of the Year

A story of sexual obsession and broken trust, with the sodden (and wonderfully rendered) landscape a constant, literally atmospheric presence.

Argus

Evocative and intriguing, this novel deserves an audience.

Big Issue

Imaginative, clever and darkly claustrophobic.

Post Apocalyptic Book Club

The novel is both poignant and terrifying. The world created here is so vivid and real, it would be hard not to be moved by it.

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The Bookbag

I have waited, and you have come takes its dystopian near-future setting and uses it to build a derelict world of bleak isolation. The dreamlike first-person narrative reinforces this with vivid descriptions of the mouldering landscape of a post-civilization Britain. This is Martine McDonagh's first novel, making the power of her simple prose all the more impressive. She has crafted a taut, creepy portrait of a woman whose already fragile mental state is pushed to breaking point by a series of threats which may be real or only imagined. Rachel is a fascinating study in the effects of isolation and paranoia.

Told with passion and real skill I have waited, and you have come is a disturbing but rewarding read that makes a virtue of brevity and a narrow focus.

The Eloquent Page

I’m still thinking about this book days after I finished reading it. The science fiction element was the initial hook that drew me in but there is so much more to consider – the nature of obsessive behaviour, how differing perspectives can offer completely different interpretations of the same event. This is a thought-provoking novel that is deceptively chilling.

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192 pages • 129 x 198mm
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Read an interview with Martine on the Post-Apocalyptic Book Club website.

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